“ I was surprised that the enemy aircraft with the obvious intention of dropping high explosives on us could be so beautiful.” Like many other men over the centuries, the Marines at Guadalcanal gained the wisdom and knowledge from an experience that one must go through in order to properly understand its consequences. The wisdom they gained was how precious life truly is. At what seemed to be their final moments they were able to look into the eyes of death and truly understand what it meant to be alive, and appreciate the world around them. Being close to death or eminent danger of losing something you hold dear to you can be an awakening. When you realize you have a strong hold on the world, you tend to take it for granted – when death is pressing in on you and looming near, you begin to see the beauty in things that to others may seem destitute or hideous. The Marines in Guadalcanal Diary, especially its author Richard Tregaskis experienced a precious feeling of being truly alive.
“In a few seconds someone shouted 'there they are!', and pointed and we all looked. Then I saw three of the Japs, silvery and beautiful high in the sky. They were so high that they looked like a slender white cloud moving slowly across the blue. But through my field glasses, I could see their silvery-white bodies quite distinctly; the thin wings, the two thin engine nacelles, the shimmering arcs of the propellers. I was surprised that the enemy aircraft with the obvious intention of dropping high explosives on us could be so beautiful.” It is true what the classic saying says; “You never know what you've got till its gone.” The situation described in this quote by Richard Tregaskis is an exceptional example of this quote, but with a twist. The marines in this story have gone through a long an arduous journey; every day they expect the worst. They have spent months preparing themselves for what they believe to be inevitable, and yet they seem to not have come to terms with the fact that at any moment they may die. Always joking or speaking of home, they seem to want to forget the fact of their own mortality and focus on lighter subjects. Only as they stand in a clearing of palm trees and gaze up into the brilliant blue sky and actually see their fate looming in on them do they begin to see life the way it is meant to be seen. Richard notices how beautiful the aircrafts seem as they glisten in the sun. Never before this moment has he mentioned beauty in all his writings, and never before has he been so near to his death. It is human behavior to appreciate what we have less of, and if you truly believe you have little time less to live then possibly you will begin to understand the depth of what you have been missing all along.
Throughout history human emotion remains the same. Everyday objects and experiences are taken for granted, while experiences we get very little of are highly anticipated. Once we have lost something we gave away so carelessly, we then strive to retain it and feel sorrowful for our loss. Realization of our world and the end of our lives seem to be very closely related in many writings, poems, and real life situations. Either a close encounter with death shocks one into a revelation, or after death we seem to realize how 'in the dark' alive human beings are, such as in the play Our Town by Thorton Wilder. Our Town is a play designed to bring out human characteristics that are timeless; the play uses many tools to show the persuade the audience that they are very much like them. Everyday the milkman rattles by with his horse and buggy, every Sunday morning the Church bells ring, children laugh and play, grow up, get married, and have their own children. Emily, a girl who's life is followed from a young age finds herself dead at the very end of the play. As she walks into the graveyard the tone is not at all sorrowful. She sits down with other members of the town who have passed away, and begins to cry, for she realizes how little she appreciated life. She exclaims “...its as if they're living in little boxes! How in the dark live people are!” It is her sudden realization of everything she missed that makes her human. True to human nature, we all take for granted the things we would miss most if we lost, and seldom do we look at the world around us and truly see.
In conclusion, the Marines at Guadalcanal were both very lucky and very unlucky; the ones that survived came away with a very distinct view on the world around them. Some of them may have even been able to see the world in detail from then onward, been able to truly appreciate life. Others may have perished at Guadalcanal in the hands of the Japanese. For the survivors, their journey was both a gift and a curse. After experiencing a moment Richard Tregaskis, anyone would be truly changed. Gazing up at enemy aircrafts as they prepare to end your life with the dropping of explosives, and being able to truly look at them and see the beauty in them is a truly amazing moment, and should never be forgotten.
